Saturday, April 18, 2009

18.4.09

things has been getting more dramatic day by day.
its like "Wow! ; how do i put a stop to time"
but hey..sometimes dramas are GOOD =D.

anyway, today was a early morning saturday.
had to wake up to go to skewl
for fucked up anugerah cemerlang.
'HAHA' laugh it up. 'crystal's a nerd!'
but too bad!! i dint go to receive prize for anything.
went there for choir! =]
amazingly the singing went great...











after i left skewl : everything went as planned. ; )
and it was WONDERFUL.

love you bii!!! everyday of my life i do!


.CrystaL.



Thursday, April 16, 2009

Diu

13th April, monday - Road rage xD
Practically the scariest DAY of my life.
haha, that was a little exaggerating but gotta
be honest, it was scary. all i remembered were;
*blink* *crash* *boom* and *smokes from the car engine*
well, the car is screwed but the important thing was,
me and my sis were not majorly hurt. just
a few scratches and bruises. thank GOD =]
here are some pics of that tragic day :-






my bruise =/



16th april - GORgor's birthday
happy birthday gor =] loving you!
had fun in skewl. basically got pushed around but
choir was great. took some pics during KH class.
Pn.Chan was teaching about "Pemasaran" o.o.
because of that, i fell asleep in ENGLISH class. ahah

still loving my sweetiepoopie =]



.CrystaL.

Friday, April 10, 2009

click...

skipped skewl AGAIN. so officially..in this week,
i went to skewl like 2 times. tomorrow is a saturday...
and there is REPLACEMENT class. NO!!!
but ouh well, maybe i'll just skip it again.
been stoning the entire day since i woke up.
msged GOR to go yamchar with me but he wanted to go
home and sleep, so instead i msged BEN but
he replied me like 3 or 4 hours later cos he was sleeping x].
so..to past time till lunch i thought of blogging.
(some pictures i took not long ago)











Love you bibii =]

.CrystaL.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

menthol

today is a great day =D
skipped skewl, went to see doctor.
doctor tells me the ball in my eyes
should subside by itself and i shouldn't irritate it.
if it doesn't for a long time, i must go to
some eye surgeon and cut open my eyes and stuff like that.
which HOLYMOTHEROFCOWS scares me =\.
THANKMOTHEROFLORD my sweetie made me forget about it (that's why i HEART you)

Well then, got pretty bored after putting down my phone with him
cos he has to study for his accounts exam tomorrow (GOOD LUCK bii!)
so i dug my old cupboard and found some
super huge man's shirt which no one owns 0.0..
hell knows why we had it...but i was really
stoned so i went trying it on and posing with them =D

NAH...


.CrystaL.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

2nd, 3rd, 4th & 5th April 2009

Thursday : had wonderful funny times in skewl. had too much time during civics, so i drew LISHYEN's hand. which came out AWESOME! i even surprised myself with my awesome-ness =D. the day was GREAT but the night came out bad. this was the night my boyfriend and i broke up. it was a both party decision kinda thing. he had his college and i miss him everyday, basically college + less time = not working out for me and him. so we ended it. ever since that particular day, my life sucked. we broke up at 11ish at night, obviously me being human i cried. then i went online cos i can't sleep obviously after whatappened. i told kelvin ng =]..he called me after that and gave me a pep-talk thing. so yeah...ended that dreadful night at 3 am and woke up at 6 for the next day for skewl (woohoo =.=).















Friday : Woke up hoping things will turn out better, but i was wrong. thought about him every second. i went to skewl moody..and lifeless. once i reached skewl, put my bags and ran outside of class towards lishyen and khai and started crying. lishyen was nice..she hugged me while i was flooding the skewl away with my tears. the whole day i was miserable. everyone noticed that there was something wrong with me, they asked i ignored.Friday night, had dinner with daddy. got alot of cash =D. after dinner i joined a few friends of mine to mardi to try to release some stress. got home at 3am drunk, puking and straight to bed.


Saturday : i thought getting drunk will at least make me feel better...well kids i learnt my lesson. it doesnt help abit, well it does abit but not entirely x].woke up at 11 or 12 ish and wished my mother happy birthday =]. walked around the house...thought about him, continue walking around then decided to go ONEUTAMA. called up my besty LK and off to ou i went. wanted to watch fast and furious at GSC but it was HOLYMOTHEROFGOD filled with people...so decided to go to TGV..on our way met JASON CHAI who wants to watch that movie too! he joined us and told us shaun was coming..so we went to TGV bought the tickets and met up =]. the movie was OMFGTHEULTIMATE movie of the YEAR!! damn damn chee kik!...and i felt like i forgotten bout him already..but he msged asking to meet up.it all came back..came back just like that in a blink of an eye. bought a drink from a small lil larlar shop near tgv and walked towards osc to meet up with him. peeked through the door and i saw him sitting there with *ehemmm*. so i realized he doesnt need me anymore. without entering the place, i left. went to burger king feeling superb emotional after that. all things started appearing in my mind, thanks to jason and shaun and LK, it got off soon. then around 8 or 9..had dinner with mummy and sis. left ou at 10ish =]. msged HIM and fell asleep



Sunday : woke up tis morning, waited for his msg. waited too long so i went to shower. woke mummy and sis up to get ready and going to THIEN HAO KONG temple in brickfields to kind off pray away the bad lucks, and hope for a miracle!...there were alot of chantings and singing, due to cheng beng i assume. did all my praying, wishing and thanking, so i went to laze around. then he called...we talked and talked then mummy started lecturing me so i had to hang up the phone. after templing i went to AMCORP mall in urm..pj somewhere i think. walked around while texting him. had lunch and SRI MELAKA..then finally wtv i prayed, wished and thanked for came true. he asked me back, basically both of us has been real sad without each other. and i HOPE now that his feelings for me does not decrease no more but incease perhaps.right after getting that msg...i started smiling again. i was happy and being the normal me. i was ME once again. i wont be seeing him for another 5 days, it better go by fast cos summing it up all together, i havent seen him for exactly 12days thats like..OMG! almost 2 weeks!!...ouh and i had a holy flower bath just now =] it was good!



What's love; without being loved back in return.
I don't want us to end; as i dont want to end us.
if your in deep love; then your love for him is deep,
now you should be thinking more bout how to love me
than how much i'm loving you.



i HEART you william =D.
you know i do..




.CrystaL.