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19 aug 09
i ate your mom yesterday for breakfast =D
hahaha..nvm bout that. trials are going on now.
their pretty fun actually if u dun count the getting caught
for cheating x].
went to community hall to disturb and play a lil badminton with
shaun and pasha then darren came and kacau.
apparently he thinks he plays very well. ahahh screw u mamak!
then walked back hoem ith chris around 5ish to get ready
for dinner with daddy. went to ou to have dinner at kura till
8ish. then walked aroudn with sis. i went SHOPPING!!! woooTT***
i feel..happy =D but lonely a lil. thank god i got G.T and J.K and J.J to
keep me occupied a lil by texting. thanks guys =]..
just got home like 2 minutes ago? and i cant wait till holidays start!
filled it up with dates already x]...but if there was a brothersister meet up.
i'll cancel them just to see them. i miss u shaun,laikuan and jason!!
but..tell me early la if got plans. i cant ffk my dates wei. abit the mean xD
maybe i could like berdate with u ppl there. it'll be so weird!!
anyway...having a pretty bad sore throat now =/ ughh
till next time..take care =D

.xoxo.
.CrystaL.

sashimi

ls was playing with my phone in class. thanks lishyen for the weird pictures. lol

wei fung is an asshole.
i hate him! sohai fella go and push my head towards pasha when we
were kitar semula'ing smoke. damn basket wei he. because of that
i accidently kissed pasha. shit u wei fung!
anyway..trila!!! garr...horrible shit.

.xxxooo.
.CrystaL.

drops enough

i had enough of all this..
well i guess it wasnt love
at least i know not to get involve with someone who
runs away from challanges in life and ignore them totally.
i enjoyed my time with you C=.
lol...anyway,
thank you for ur time and sorry for my wrong doings.
take care =D


16aug09.
ee's bubday today!!
havent been getting much sleep. like slept 5am for the pass few days.
lol..only ppl who ar close to me would know why. anyway...nothign much to say.
but i've been torn once again..but i feel okay =]
cos i have awesome friends who are there for me.
i know i'll be fine. thanks alot to laikuan, jeanni, kawai, kevin gan, joel kong,
kuah, april chercher, yuannyuann, derrick nathan, ah pin, kah kit, jason, shaun,
chris wong and so so many more. i thank you guys so so much. love u guys to bits =]
they all had different opinion towards this..but they all agreed on one thing,
your not worth it =D. dont worry...you will be to someone else.

.xoxoxoxo.
.CrystaL.

teardrops tearing more sense in my mind

haven't been updating lately.
had alot going on..so i decided to stop
most things and have more time for myself.
well..basically life sucks.
ponteng the other day, kena kantoi by teachers.
teacher called my mom and my mom as the
radiostation she is..everyone knew.
so i got grounded and everything. but on the exact night
i ponteng and got kantoi'd he called. his back from germany.
..blablabla..blabla...blablablablabla...
i love him now =D. and tonight is actually the first
night we actually fought. i feel horrible as its completely all my fault.
thanks to my insecurity and sensitiveness. but well its all good now i guess =/.
just really need speak to him. his sending his cousin home from puchong now,
something about cousin left his keys at home? so yeah..hey baby if you actually
read or know i have a blog, do know that i love you ok? no matter wherever you are..
your something different and i'd love to keep you forever. i'm sorry for
being a big bitch lately..its the sensitiveness...i'm still working on that.
for now i know -Girl needs attention while Guy needs understandings-
and i'm still trying to understand why we need attention. grr!!! wtv it is..
life sucks! moving on...been going to the park lately with
shaun, pasha, amira, maria, zul and many more. so yeah...other than that?!?
nothing much...just waiting till PMR ends. JESUSCHRIST! its such a burden to have this
DOGDAMN exam in ones life. haha...so like till next time, take care! ouh ouh!!!
btw!!...LEFT4DEAD and COUNTERSTRIKE is AWESOME!!!

.xoxoxoxo.
.CrystaL.

.the end.

stupid internet =/ grr!!
went to kim's bday the other day at MJ =].
happy birthday babe...sorry for the late post ups.
drank abit too much so got a little too tipsy and
then i like totally layed on the table. but the NIGHT was still young! tok some photos b4
sneaking to mardi later on just to meet up with a few friends..
showed my face and left to home. HOME!!!! yess ouh ouh home..
home SWEET home. that was one of the bestest sleep ever. so so awesome.
the next day i woke up with some pretty knocked u brain. i swear my head hurt x].
at least i slept without my handbag that night. cant remember much cos it was like
quite a long long time ago. stupid internet la...gosh!!
you know how sress i was about the damn internet? almost EVERYDAY i
wanted to cry just because of it
have to start studying soon. PMR is super
uberly gilarly near. no choice but study. die die die.
I'm DONE with all of THESE. gotta get my priorities straight.
get everyone out of everything..i'll show u guys.
i'm done playing..i over played anyway.
just so sick and tired with all the talking. so FUCK it k? i'm through.

.xxxooo.
.CrystaL.