.blackhole.

.every night i wait like this.
it hurts me deep inside.
you'll never know how i feel.
cos you take me for a fool.
a fool which you use to enlighten your day.
.i tried to prevent from you.
but its like we're getting closer.
and if i fall for you.
it'll end up being the same.
same like those other times when you played me.
.why can't i just let you go?
i wonder that myself.
there is just something about you i want.
but I'll never get...
.i thought this time would at least be different.
i had a lot of hope. you acted like you care..but do you...really?
.don't think you know but i wished for you
wished for you since ever...
So..where do i go from here?

ddct to a lil dinosaur(you know who you are)




.CrystaL.