gucci gucci

22.9.10

so many things going on.

so much drama, so much bullshit.

all i wanted to do is run away from all of it

or just jump.

jump and see everything flash back as my life is at its end.

to see what i've done wrong and the pain i've brought to everyone.

wtv thats done is done.

gotta get a move on with life.

i've learnt so much and went through it all with tears side by side.

i just hope i really got the taste of my own medicine.

sorry to all of you. you know who you are.

i'm gonna change for the better, change for my family and change for you.

thank you.

<3.xoxo.

.CrystaL.

.Luxury.

15.9.10
its been a pretty long time since i wrote.
i guess thats cos life was being stable at that point.
well for now, its been so different. so much things were learnt.
sometimes i just wish i was back in kindergarden when
guys had cooties, wearing matching coloured clothes and the toughest decision made in
a day is picking a crayon. everything was so much easier then.



thats my topic for today i guess, decisions.
i've made a huge decision lately and
i really hope its the right one. i'm sorry if
i've hurt you because of this. nothing has been the same since.
i know my wrong and i regret. but i gotta live too. if you love me,
and if u really think you do. pls understand. this was not plan.
and there isnt anyone else. god bless you. take care...pls. <3>

*goodbye my almost lover,

goodbye my hopeless dreams,

i'm trying not to think about you,

cant you just let me be.

so long my luckless romance,

my back is turned on you,

should've known you'd bring me heartache,

almost lovers always do*

.xoxo.

.CrystaL.