.the smell of wine and cheap perfume.

30.4.10

i guess somethings just dont work out the way u want them to.
not everything goes the way you planned it to go.
so i just play my part and hope u have a change of heart.

hey hey :D just came back from msss like yday. i got injured!! oh no =<.
sobs sobs...now i gotta wear a bandange wrapping
my ankle and walk like a freakin retard.
i dont understand MALAYSIANs sometimes. they like to stare.
if your bra is out (they stare) if you fall (they stare)
if you stare (they stare) if you walk around limping(they stare)
if your WHITE (THEY STARE)
god darn it! GOD gave you 2 eyes not to stare.
he gave you 2 eyes to not only see physically but also deeply inside
a person. so STOP STARING! i know i walk like a retard!! you
dont have to stare!! ASSHOLES =.=

the msss was held at banting. it was so fun.
my roomates were awesome and awesomely noisy too, right teddy?
hahahaha..well yea. lost in quarters :< it was all my fault.
dint play my game..sigh. sorry ashley.
and stupid stroking made me sprain my ankle. then
the stupid tap in the toilet made me cut my hand! fucks.
not my day..seriously. anyhow, tomorrow
is my bday =] no idea wad to do yet.
maybe just b a couch potato somwehre since
i'm retarded on my bday. so much for sweetsixteen right?
well..its okay i've got my boyfriend and BESTFRIENDS(teddy, ke, ls & lk =D)
to keep me safe and happy. i love them..all of them to bits and pieces.
well i guess thats all for now. aint got much to say other than
today sucks hard core cock! till next time peeps =]

.xoxoxo.
.CrystaL.

make our great escape.

shakalaka boom!
life is always about the money.
here, there, everywhere..all money money money.
i wish i was rich =/ i could get anything i want.
like an awesome car..or like a bigger house. or SLAVES!
they can like feed me grapes and wipe my ass when i am done
with the loo.

but sadly..my family isn't that rich. only my dad
but he has another WOMAN to take care of now. *Sigh*

ouh well..i guess life just sucks for me. i just hope it gets
better after reaching my birthday next week.
i hope my dad at least got me the phone i want. nokia 5530.
i doubt he'll get it for me..there isn't much point
at staring at the bright side anymore..cos I'll just knock myself
down with disappointments. anyhow..i'll just write
down a birthday wish list which i hope i'll get them as presents :]

Crystal chai's personal birthday wish list :

1. nokia 5530 (white colour with pink linings)
2. roxy handbag
3. roxy bikini
4. heels
5. roxy watch
6. nike gym bag
7. roxy sandals
8. roxy pencil box
9. money
10. to have back a normal family wouldn't hurt

so far..i guess thats all.
.mysweetsixteen.1.5.10.


.xoxoxo.
.CrystaL.