Thursday, August 13, 2009

teardrops tearing more sense in my mind

haven't been updating lately.
had alot going on..so i decided to stop
most things and have more time for myself.
well..basically life sucks.
ponteng the other day, kena kantoi by teachers.
teacher called my mom and my mom as the
radiostation she is..everyone knew.
so i got grounded and everything. but on the exact night
i ponteng and got kantoi'd he called. his back from germany.
..blablabla..blabla...blablablablabla...
i love him now =D. and tonight is actually the first
night we actually fought. i feel horrible as its completely all my fault.
thanks to my insecurity and sensitiveness. but well its all good now i guess =/.
just really need speak to him. his sending his cousin home from puchong now,
something about cousin left his keys at home? so yeah..hey baby if you actually
read or know i have a blog, do know that i love you ok? no matter wherever you are..
your something different and i'd love to keep you forever. i'm sorry for
being a big bitch lately..its the sensitiveness...i'm still working on that.

for now i know -Girl needs attention while Guy needs understandings-
and i'm still trying to understand why we need attention. grr!!! wtv it is..
life sucks! moving on...been going to the park lately with
shaun, pasha, amira, maria, zul and many more. so yeah...other than that?!?
nothing much...just waiting till PMR ends. JESUSCHRIST! its such a burden to have this
DOGDAMN exam in ones life. haha...so like till next time, take care! ouh ouh!!!
btw!!...LEFT4DEAD and COUNTERSTRIKE is AWESOME!!!













































































































































































.xoxoxoxo.
.CrystaL.