people don't know what's it like to be another person.
you can always try to understand or
try to put urself in their postion.
but things just dont come out or feel right.
everyone goes thru shit just like how everyone needs to shit.
some shits are good(easier to release)
and there are some shits that are just pain in the damn ass (literally)
but we can never just give up can we?
jerry never gave up on eating tom.
spongebob never gave up on making squirward like him.
i never gave up when i lost my dad to a cunt.
i never gave up when i constantly thought i found love and lost love.
BUT...
through all the shits, you'll actually
realise what you need the most in your life.
i've found what i needed. i already have all i could ask for.
i may not be the richest mofo, the smartest nerd
you can always try to understand or
try to put urself in their postion.
but things just dont come out or feel right.
everyone goes thru shit just like how everyone needs to shit.
some shits are good(easier to release)
and there are some shits that are just pain in the damn ass (literally)
but we can never just give up can we?
jerry never gave up on eating tom.
spongebob never gave up on making squirward like him.
i never gave up when i lost my dad to a cunt.
i never gave up when i constantly thought i found love and lost love.
BUT...
through all the shits, you'll actually
realise what you need the most in your life.
i've found what i needed. i already have all i could ask for.
i may not be the richest mofo, the smartest nerd
or the prettiest model.
but...
i have everything under control.
i have the people i need to keep me going.
i have my N5. i have my healthy mom and sisters.
and i found my new hopefully soon to be boyfriend.
and honestly i thank god for how things roll now.
if those things didn't happen in my past.
i would end up with nothing right now.
N^5
yeefern, lishyen, laikuan, kengean
Those are the ones that kept me alive.
those were the ones that had my back even when i was in the wrong.
those were the ones i knew i still had a reason to live.
every teenager once had their life on crisis.
the amount of times i wanted to just take a break
from life forever. they got me
to pause for a moment and think.
it never ends between us.
the laughs we shared.
the gossips we told.
the bitches we bitched of.
the time we spared.
it would all never end.
i knew i had them. i knew i would always have them.
their all i need to keep me going :')
even so, we would all still have to grow out of high skewl.
college starts and life changes.
even tho we'll get new frens.
but...
i have everything under control.
i have the people i need to keep me going.
i have my N5. i have my healthy mom and sisters.
and i found my new hopefully soon to be boyfriend.
and honestly i thank god for how things roll now.
if those things didn't happen in my past.
i would end up with nothing right now.
N^5
yeefern, lishyen, laikuan, kengean
Those are the ones that kept me alive.
those were the ones that had my back even when i was in the wrong.
those were the ones i knew i still had a reason to live.
every teenager once had their life on crisis.
the amount of times i wanted to just take a break
from life forever. they got me
to pause for a moment and think.
it never ends between us.
the laughs we shared.
the gossips we told.
the bitches we bitched of.
the time we spared.
it would all never end.
i knew i had them. i knew i would always have them.
their all i need to keep me going :')
even so, we would all still have to grow out of high skewl.
college starts and life changes.
even tho we'll get new frens.
new ppl in our lives.
but it's never the same without u guys around.
we just understand one another.
we love each other like family.we need each other like cars need petrol to carry on running.
thus..
if any of u guys need me
i'm never too far, too busy or too corrupted
to run a mile to where u may be.
<3 forever and always N5
thus..
if any of u guys need me
i'm never too far, too busy or too corrupted
to run a mile to where u may be.
<3 forever and always N5
.xxoo..CrystaL.
