.dead and gone.

trying to find my way back home...

after going through what I did so far,
I realize relationship and love are
frequently unexpectable.

a person could love you a minute
and also like another person
a second after that.
why can't it be more simple?
: like sticking to a person for eternity?
.no explanation.no reason.

do i still trust u fully even though i know this may happen?
will this ever happen?

when can i know?

all i'm left out with now is complication and confusion.

so, where do i go from here?

suitable to be told "i'll never LET YOU GO"
;not "i swear you'll find a guy better than me when u start college"
its as if u know that we won't last: and its giving me
very bad hope about us.

i love you with everything in me bii.
when i say i do, its not just another word,
but i really mean it.
hope you feel the same way too
;to be loved permanent and not replaced
by a blonde hair college chick.

.CrystaL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

dear KENG EAN!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY you
powerslut girl =D.


* happy brithday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to KENG EAN!!!!
happy birthday to you.. yay!*


KE is finally 15! wohoo for her =].
it was such a great birthday celebrating day. a day to remember
because it was spent with the WHOLE gang.
everyone was hot, happy and having a blast!

right after skewl..we ran to YF's house
to get all prettied up
then he hopped in this
FUYOHHHICANTBELIEVEMYEYES hot bmw
and went to ou xD.
we met up with aunty KE at chillis where
we were treated with good and amazing food.
and and!!! they had this cup
cakes thing with our innicials on them!

so ubberly cool. me and ls went to the "toilet"
to get ke a present =] we bought her
friendship necklace which is real nice.
anyway here are all the pics.

.CrystaL.

close death experience

It's been exactly a week since i almost got killed.
Lol..okay fine that's a bit over exaggerating.
but its true! i kinda got into a some small fight with
big BIG huge drama last week.

.:. anyway cut to the chase,

i got strangled on last friday
and before anything got worst, she said
sorry to me on the monday.
so we're fine now,

:.: hopefully..
if she's okay, she wont do it again.
the next time she does it,
no more 2nd chance i guess.

Everyone in class was like enjoying the free show.
Things got really loud till class from the
opposite block could hear me shouting at her.
I remember running outta class to chase her,
then i saw all the other students and teachers from
classes behind and opposite approching my class.
but overall..it was a good experience =].
other than bruising my shoulder then i had to go
see some sports doctor, I"M TOTALLY FINE =D

.:. I've fallen for you =]

. CrystaL .