N*5

13.10.11

sometimes things just do go the way you want them to.

sometimes ppl say things, they don't mean out of anger.

but if u sum it up all together and add a lil more problems,

you get LIFE.

when i was about form2 to form3 i was a big B I T C H. trust me.

i would go around..thinking i was the coolest kid on the blog.

telling ppl i did things, which i didn't do.

skip skewl, fight with teacher, fight with ppl

and seriously many many more.

but i learn tru it. luckily for me..i had the 4 greatest ppl.

they helped me tru it..like hell they did. they were fucking

worried for me. i really have to thank them for that.

i wouldn't be who i am standing here today, if it wasn't for them.

we are the N*5. this may sound lame..but baby if u met us,

you'd be blown away. we've been friends for 5 years..

there are ups and downs..but we made it. we made tru everything.

due to the fact that we are all girls, we tend to pms.

quite alot (kengean) but its okay. TROLOLOLOL. we still livetru it. i'm really proud and happy to say, i thank god i have themby my side..during the happy times and the sad. 5 years come and go babes..promise me one thing?we would never end..cos this is one of the greatest relationships..i have ever had. in my laife! and believe me..thats a lot of relationships to be compared to. we will never be apart ok? forever we stand as 1 and forever we go as 1. those bitches out there..they only hate us cos they can't havewhat we have. you name it...we've been tru it.after this year finally ends...we'll be going our separate ways,it's really sad come to think of it. all i know is, i know u girls will have my backas i will have yours! thanks alot babes. you make my life a living hell anda dying heaven :) i <3 u guys. actually i less than infinity N*5 !!if u don't invite me to your wedding!!! we are no longer tight yo!

ahhahaha...LUB LUB YOU BABES <3

 I LOVE YOU GIRLS. N*5 FOR LIFE <3 fuck those who judge us. love those who like us <3

MEGAN GAN LI SHYEN. SOO KENG EAN. KEE YEE FERN. NG LAI KUAN. CRYSTAL CHAI CHIIN CHIIN.

this is a random pic btw. this will explain why i ain't a slut like those other bitches.
this is my primary skewl pic. i am the one on the second row, 3rd from the right side.
if u dont see me. damn ur blind cos i was HUGE. LOL :) lub lub cao

.xxoo.
.CrystaL.

Don't roll me down

12.10.11
skipped skewl. again :/  home now. updates!

Confessions:
i've done alot of not so good things lately. things i never thought
in a million years i would allow myself to. i guess, this is just
part of life right? well..all i know is, that it may be real bad.
but hell! it made me feel so much better about myself. thanks :)

SPM is killing me softly these few days. i only have about
30++ days left. and i'm crazy freakin out. i'm not ready :( not at all.

OUH OUH my awesome friend baked me a cake!
and it was awesome shizzz :D HOMG his the bestest.
your gonna be so famous one day and forget me D:
naww man! ahahhaa. heres some pics to start of : -

I love my friends. they keep me going in life. ntg will come between us babes <3
5 years and we still going strong. best relationship i have ever had :)
xxoo N*5 we the booomshakalaka babies :D


.xxoo.
.CrystaL.

.baby it's cold outside.

6.oct.2011
RIP STEVE JOBS.
you were the person who made everything possible.
everyone was devastated, when u left apple this year.
but i guess we finally know why. god needed u to go up there.
to fix his ipad (:

someone, i've been talking to. taught me alot.
taught me to be more confident in myself,
don't look down on others, don't look up too
much to others and so on. i've been tru so much,
with never ending heartbreaks and disappointments.
i'm only getting stronger (: 

the day, you said to LS "can u guys stop doing this to me?
can you ask crystal to stop it. just stop it" yea..that openned
my all so blind eyes. to something so obvious. i've been waiting..
and hoping for u to come back. and now i can say this...
FOR FUCKS AHR?!? wtf man. seriously. i was so dumb.
u were a good bf...the best so far. but things change. 
ppl changed. and hell no i'm not gonna wait for u to
change back. your not a transformer -.- you can't just
change into something diff in like 2.450 seconds.
wtv it is, i'm just not ready to be like..okay with saying hi and
bye yet. just, be patient. understand where i am coming from.
SPM is already a huge bitch to me.. i don't need u being 1 too.


JUST To you : ppl may call you a superstar/famous/celebrity/chef/topoftheworld and only be frens with u for that. look at me in the eyes, i'm not those type. who fucks around with friends. i'm not a girl who's only in it to be parasiting on your popularity. WHAT would i get in return? your not gonna give me money nor a house (: i'm only in it, to be part of who you are. haha. i wanna be ur patrick when ur the spongebob (: thats all. so don't get all pissed off when i call u a soupieestar (: cos you always are to me. *my head is stuck in the clouds*

.man who can cook is a <3 +.
.CrystaL.

mid term

hey world :D its been a while.
tell me about it. being form5 sucks.
especially if u fucked up ur form4.
then ur definitely screwed once u reached form5.
nothing much has change though.
just trying to get my fatass to study D:

so this are just a lil pics of my lil bday.
since the exams were near. couldnt celebrate with my babes.
but they still made my day. i love everyone of them.

thanks girls & guys. bros' and siss' for life la.

.xoxo. i still <3 my boyfie.CrystaL.    21/5 

fairytale

if i say it doesn't bother me,
well maybe i'm just trying to cover it up.
for all i know, i wish i could bring those times back
or maybe just hold on to it for a lil longer.
probably till the day
 i could understand or even spell the word appreciate.
since i do now, i guess i can just try to
cherish those 9 years of my life having
a normal family. 
even if i hardly remember them, i know i will someday. 
i' could forgive you for what you did,
but never forget. 
i've seen what she became and
how she reacted towards it.
it wasnt easy not knowing what everything will turn out like.
i was young and innocent.
came back from school a day,
see the maid packing up ur clothes and putting them in luggages.
the next thing you know it, you never came back for dinner anymore.
there wasnt anyone shouting at us cos the house was in a mess,
no more "kuih-kuih" for breakfast,
no more lap to sit on while watching the tv,
no more Bloomberg channels to doze off to.
it just ended like that.
even if we still keep in touch,
we still go for dinners..
its still really nice to go out as a family sometimes.
me + you + mummy + cheche + yuann.
2009. remember that year.



i guess things just change,
whether you want them to or not.
but thanks to you, i've learnt something really valuable.  
i'd never marry a man like you.
and i if i do, i won't be the one walking out the door.
wtv it is.

mom + dad = i still love you. 


.xoxo.
.CrystaL.

PrincessBubu Isabelle Ooi saw a pork chop at a halal place! Wan eat? :P

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    Huikwan Lee ya I saw, you eat 1st, :)

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    PrincessBubu Isabelle Ooi dowan la all fats no meat. Mm ho sek wan

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    Huikwan Lee ppl house no oil ma,use her and cook lor

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    PrincessBubu Isabelle Ooi haha ya ya ! Fat bitch , she stare wat wor! Lol maybe cause you dowan eat her so she angry you .

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    Huikwan Lee maybe she jealous? Haha, Yerr I don't want eat her, so fucking ugly.'vomit'

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    Shih Onn waliao! you 2 talking bout who? i wanna know! hahaha i very kepo!

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    PrincessBubu Isabelle Ooi some despo bitch that stare cock at Hui Kwan. At osc now. Ah your lil sis hate her too wan ar. Know anot?

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    Shih Onn oh i know! ahhahahahaha. why you all dont like her le? her bf our friend wor. :S

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    PrincessBubu Isabelle Ooi so! Lucky he in australia. We give face never say her name di le hehe. Same reason why everyone else dont like her. Lol

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    Shih Onn hahah, okay chilling la. she didnt do anything to me so i have no grudge. :) i just kepo. chilling milling.

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    PrincessBubu Isabelle Ooi chilling. Hehe just fun to insult losers. :) its like a girls thing hehe

**** LIKE ****
open up your eyes to more productive things in life.
grow up and put your head up high.
i hope you'll see that i *like* your comment on fb.
well no worries. i don't blame you.
but please think wisely now and start letting things go.
i had nothing against you till this appeared.
so basically good luck in life.
and thanks for telling me i'm fat.
better fat than ugly right?
.xoxo.
.CrystaL.

gucci gucci

22.9.10

so many things going on.

so much drama, so much bullshit.

all i wanted to do is run away from all of it

or just jump.

jump and see everything flash back as my life is at its end.

to see what i've done wrong and the pain i've brought to everyone.

wtv thats done is done.

gotta get a move on with life.

i've learnt so much and went through it all with tears side by side.

i just hope i really got the taste of my own medicine.

sorry to all of you. you know who you are.

i'm gonna change for the better, change for my family and change for you.

thank you.

<3.xoxo.

.CrystaL.